For those who post for absolution, confession and contrition may lessen your shame but there can be no absolution without satisfaction. Perhaps you post because you serve the Truth and therefore words are your tools and there are rules on how it may be presented. If this is the world of the spirits I care little for it. I can travel everywhere be in many places at once. But I would rather be a slave in Kuwait then King in this world. I remember once naked in the arms of my love, was it anger or outrage it was so fierce. What do you want from me. But I want what every man wants. To love so desperately person and ideal, to sacrifice the one for the other, so when she weeps her arms around my dead body, with cursing whispers why did you not defend, and drives her sword through both our hearts in death's embrace, saying now we can go home, when now we have lost all and can have nothing. For one moment as the sun sets to look beautiful together. I said nothing because I assumed it was a rhetorical questionWhen I hear the word Polemic, I see pi omecron lamda episilon (the naked e) iota the difference between docetism and is it the Athanasian heresy kappa and a first declension ending. I hear the speech Thucydides gives to the men of marathon, this is why we fight, this is why we die and the battle cry that day was Freedom. And across the world this same polemic two characters, ideograms, more than letters written in the sand, they mean it seems Our Land. But how does that appear to one who understands ideograms. The signifier is not dead said My Lord it is only sleeping, Talitha Kumi. Because an ideogram is sacramental imbued with mystery beckoning and drawing those with the key deeper. Words are signifiers many to many relationships. Those who seek to publish the truth would fare better with poetry for a word is more than a sign, more than a symbol.

So is this world real, this worldwideweb. If you say yes then you are condemned forever to wander drifting past illusions. And if you say No, then you will never be able to pierce the veil of Maya. Sometimes the overt pomposity, the belief that taking yourself overly seriously is a sign of a serious person, the lack of an ability to feel shame discombobulates. What are you trying to do here. I first posted with Why do men of Goodwill hate americans. It was too ambitious.

During the cultural revolution doctors, lecturers, anyone with a foreign degree was termed a cow's ghost and a snake's spirit, these are ancient demons that take the form of men for our ruin, they were kept in barns and treated like the animals that they were. I am he. I am Mary, like Savonarola, Tuck, Francis, Dominic, disreputable ne'erdowells that should be consigned to cowsheds.

But when I saw two lovers who would not speak to each other for three years and their last night he screams from his depth, I have no place in my heart for you. And she seeks him and slays him. What fools we have been. And the same lovers both live and survive like Romeo and Juliet, and at the same time the same lovers only one lives promising to live well when the other dies, twice but which one, and I have seen a country that knows like Parmenides and Kundera that the man slaughtered like an assassin must be buried as a hero. I pray I live long enough to see that Empire take its place upon the earth. They are not Chinese. They are like us. Do not fret americans we despise you and we love you perhaps you ask how this is possible. We do not know but we feel it and it is like being placed on a rack, the latin is more memorable